Not that way anymore..

Where has the year gone? It's just over, and next becomes. If you believe in that Maya -thing (which is not even true, Mayas made a calendar for 6000 years, and I think after that the writer needed a long holiday...) the end of the world should come next year which means that this is the last New Year.
So happy New Year!
If this really is the last one, I have suddenly million things to do. Like ordering candy from Sweden, visiting at Jim Morrisons grave in Paris, seeing Alice Cooper live, buying the bass and acoustic guitar, learning to play mouth organ and sending stupid (or clever) question to Dr. Ozzy.

Ya know, I don't even remember anything from this year. What the hell even happened in 2011?!
Well, I had to spend a week on confirmation camp, and I spent all the present money on albums. Almost. I bought some DVDs too and few clothes but most of the money went on music. As you could maybe quess.
I saw Michael Monroe live. I could have seen him actually four times, but 'cause of that confirmation camp and party I missed Provinssirock and Foo Fighters' gig in Helsinki.. damn. Last summer was the summer of bands that performed in Finland but which I couldn't see. Like Linkin Park, koRn, Pelle Miljoona Oy, Avenged Sevenfold and so on.
Also internationally, I noticed something was going on. Osama bin Laden was killed. USA took forces out from Iraq. War is over, or is it? The earth quacke, tsunami and nuclear accident in Japan. Uprisings in Libya and in many other Arabic countries. Riots in London. The year has been totally crazy. Full of revolution, everywhere.

I know that next year's gonna be thousand times better. First, in april, Guns N' Roses reunion gig at Rock N' Roll hall of fame Awards, The the Black Sabbath gig in 23rd of May (I sould be in Berlin at that moment with my class.. dream on, teacher.) Then I've got tickets to Mötley Crüe's gig in the beginning of June, and I still don't know how to cope with that. And after school's end, I'm free. I don't have to return to school in autumn, which is actually quite cool. London, here I come!

But let's not get too far away to future. In case of the end of the world and last new year, I'm gonna really seize the opportunity and party all by myself; eat grill -flavour chips and chocolate too much, be awake days with no sleep, drink 100 times too strong tea, lay on the sofa and, of course, watch Iron Man, Iron Man 2 and Sherlock Holmes. Again. Last time I saw the films was.. today. And in X -mas. A week ago. Nevermind, I'm gonna watch the films again.
My way to enjoy of coming doom: good looking men in action films with AC/DC played backround.

Merry Christmas, I don't want to fight tonight

Here. In Finland. In the dark. Without snow. In the middle of this.. nothing. It's X -mas anyway, so merry christmas to all you freaks and wrecks somewhere there.

For some reason, I don't have any kind of X -mas feeling this year. Actually, the reason for celebrate some guy who died over 2000 years ago is funny. Stupid tradition. Of course I like the time of love and light and peace, it's like the whole world would stop its rush for a while. Or then it's just thought in my head, which media has grown there. Is it really that easy to fool nations to stop wars for a day?

This christmas is quite sad. I don't know why, I feel lonely. I haven't met my friends for two days.. no, on summer holiday I could be a week without seeing anyone. Maybe it's the format. Christmas should be the celebration of love and everyone's supposed to be happy. And 'cause I'm not, it makes me feel even more shit. Just this place makes me nuts. " I can't be happy here, I gotta get out " has been playing in my head last months.. or years. I've never been so happy here. Of course it's safe and peaceful to live in small town but does that make anyone happy? The society in Finland makes all people living safely anf peacefully, so it's nothing to admire or dream about. It's like the order.
I don't want to live like that. Now I'm locked to this place and this society, to Finland. I don't want to be locked to this system, 'cause it doesn't make me happy. I want to live. Now I'm in cage, actually we all are, but some people just can't see the bars or walls around us. Their way to look this world is too narrow. So, the cage of the society and this place is just fine for them. They think it's safe, it's alright.
But me.. it makes me feel anguished, stressed, crazy. Locked. Not happy. I need to go my own way, do the things as I want, (even against others), I need to break the chains and get out of here. 'cause otherwise I'll go crazy. I'll die. I need to live in danger t understand what means to be safe. That's the deal. But then I'm happy. I know it.
So if christmas is time of happines, is it time of danger, adventure, going crazy? Doing mad things, sleeping days and running out at night? Is the Christmas the time of life? Could it be?

Don't mind my sadness, with the photos I want to wish a very nice and great and lovely and good X -mas for everyone, with light and love in your life and peaceful time with no fighting and.. what the fuck I'm writing like an old hippie?

Happy sexmas for you suckers and crappy New Year!!

The girl with the dregen tattoo..

First, thnx for comments.. Sorry I haven't got any time to write here, I lost my camera and finally found it again, and blogger doesn't like to work with me; I can't write comments with my profile, or last time when I tried it didn't work.. anyway, I'm not on X -mas mood at all. Fuck the whole thing, I just don't give a shit right now. I'm not depressed, no, and I'm happy about holiday and so on.. I just don't feel like X -mas.

I wished books, albums, clothes and swedish candies for X -mas present. And acoustic bass and Les Paul. Ain't it gonna be cheap? New Mp3 would be great, new phone, new camera.. new camera that would work with no problem even for a one minute! It's hard to have a blog without a camera, Jesus. ( Hoping that new SLR camera would drop to my head from the sky)..
On holiday.. I've got a lot to do. Actually, a lot to watch. First Girl with the dragon tattoo.. it's on top of my must-see list! I think I'd be more that girl with Dregen -tattoo. Of course dragons are nice too, but I just think that chasing the Dregen would be more safe.
That new Sherlock Holmes.. hell yeah! I love Robert Downey Jr, I bought Iron Man yesterday so I could watch it again too. And I wanna watch all the James Dean movies too, it's been a long time since I've seen the rebel thing last time. And then holiday is over, and I've got 10 kg more weight, I've just been watching TV and eating chips and candy... XD

But now at last, I'm gonna put here some new photos.. (damn I need a new camera!)

My new Led Zeppelin -shirt <3 First thing I did: I cut the sleeves off.  

Have ya seen these either? My new black & white Razzle top ( Razzle used to wear yellow-black top with zebra print, so zebra print = Razzle), and that top I bought at Finlandia club..

I know, I look tired. I'm sorry for that. I could go to sleep right away.

Now those new clothes.. Actually, they're not so new anymore but 'coz my camera decided to try suicide, I couldn't put any pic I had taken myself here. But, anyway, Red "leather" pants I bought from Tampere Gina Tricot, (yeah, 4th of November)

Black jeans and GN'R shirt (when the old ones are too broken to use) from H&M  

Electric blue bleiser from H&M

I really love that color, but I could change the fabric of the inside of sleeves, 'coz it's actually balck flowers on white base.. I'm not really flower person, I like them only if they're dramatic enough or somehow oriental styled. ♥

Ya know, I believe that my guitar's amplifier is actually a hedgedog. No, I'm not on blow or anything, I just think so, 'coz it's really that small:

Marshall's amplifier's great, really, it's so small and cute but the voice (or noise) can be fucking loud if ya want to. And, distortion and the clean sound are both in the same, and with the clear difference, don't need to buy another one for distortion. (8 

Halle- fucking -lujah!!! Not fakin' it came yesterday with post!! <3<3 I don't know what's wrong with the pic, it's wrong way now O_O I listened the album through yesterday about  six or seven or Idon'tknowhowmany times, it's just great. And Nasty Suicide and Sami Yaffa make it just better. Actually, Michael Monroe and Nasty Suicide have written "Dead, Jail or Rock N' Roll". Sad that Nasty became a pharmasist and he doesn't tour or play regularly anymore, nowadays he looks little bit like Duff McKagan with his blond hair.. (:

And for those blues jamming days, I bought a X -mas present for myself when I was buying presents for others yesterday. Truth by Jeff Beck <3 I didn't even know that it's available in TopTen but I found it from sale.. And his band is cool. Rod Steward singing and Ronnie Wood on bass ♥

So, my holiday's gonna be watching films and listening to music, how's yours?

And, happy X -mas time for everyone! <3

This one's for rock n' roll

Yep, I've made few changes in the blog, and I hope you like 'em. I had huge problem with last post, I wrote it last Friday, but then my computer shut down and I didn't know had I post it to my blog or not. Obviously it hadn't downloaded the post, so I had to write it again, but now it's here..

I changed the name of the blog, 'cause I think the new one is more.. you know, it includes more stuff. Punkrock is just that, but, rock n' roll includes all which matters in my life. I can write about glamrock or classic rock or anything now.. And I don't have o worry about some punkrocker, who finds my blog by the name and expects something soooo different.  Yeah yeah, you get bored with my excuses. But please, tell your opinions about new style (:

I read Helsingin Sanomat this morning and guess what; Mötley Crüe will come to Finland next summer! The concert is in Kaisaniemi, on 7th of June, and there will play other bands too, like Crashdïet and one other band, which is not know yet. Anyway, tix are about 60€..
*I'm trying to say that I'm maybe going there, would someone come too?*
Well yeah, I know, Mötley Crüe includes that one ass hole, as known by the name motherf*ckin idiot or Vince Neil, and I can't go to the show expecting that I don't have to see Neil at all. But I have a plan. I'll stare Nikki Sixx all the show. Or I'd really like to throw Vince Neil with Jaffa bottle. Or I'll make up something more clever, like Razzle T-shirt.

But anyway, here's the new blog style. I gotta go now, so bye for a while <3

Razzle Dazzle

December 9th in 1984 was one of the sad days of rock n' roll history. Nicholas "Razzle" Dingley, known as drum player of Hanoi Rocks, died in car crash in Lost Angeles, when he went to buy more booze with Vince Neil to Vince's house party. Both were drunk, the speed was over 100km/h in the area of 40km/h. They curved to the wrong side of the road, and there was car coming towards them. They were so close of Vince's home, and people from the party ran to see what had happened. They found Vince Neil crying hysterically with beer bottle in his hand and Razzle lying next to him, repeating "everything is alright, everything is alright.." Razzle was taken to hospital, were was told that he was dead.
Andy McCoy, who was in the party, called to Seppo Vesterinen, who called to others and told terrible news. Shock was biggest for Nasty Suicide, whose best friend Razzle had been. Razzle was also close with Michael and Andy, even though those two had fights almost all the time. Razzle was friend with everybody, like glue which held the band together. Bob Ezrin has said: " Razzle was the sweetest person of Hanoi Rocks. I can never forgive Vince Neil that he was driving the car. "

Razzle got mad with Deep Purple's singer once in the bar, 'cause guy had "taken his girl". So Razzle set the singers hair on fire. Sweet sweet revenge.

Razzle was buried to graveyard of Holy Trinity Cruch in Binstead, Isle of Wight. The lawyers in Los Angeles told to Michael and Andy about the chance to get money that they lost when they couldn't have a tour or make new albums, if they call Mötley Crüe to court. Andy didn't want to, 'cause he couldn't think his firend as money. Or could you say how much does your family cost?

Hairspray keeps man on the road..

In Japan 1984

Razzle had said, that he wanted to die like James Dean. Famous actor, who became a legend when he died in car crash in 1955, when he was only 24 years old. Razzle had had his 24th birthday just week before the accident.
You should be careful with what you wish, 'cause sometimes your wishes can really come true.

R.I.P Razzle

Dec. 2nd 1960 - Dec. 9th 1984

Hanoi Rocks played in Europe a Go Go concert on 4th of January 1985, just three weeks after Razzle's death, and deticated "Million Miles Away" to Razzle. In that time Europe a Go Go  was the biggest music perform in TV, and about 300 million people saw the show. In loving memory of Razzle.

Snowed in at the Wheeler's Street

Hello to all of you who got lost in the web and somehow ended up in my blog ♥  Accidents are sometimes the best what can happen in your life, remember that.

This time has been.. rushing aroud all the time. I haven't bought any X -mas presents yet.. I need to go shopping, I suppose. Independence Day is nice one more day off from school in December, but I hate to ad in magazines how every stars (especially all who live/lived before abroad) are telling how they watch "Tuntematon Sotilas" or listen to Finlandia on each 6th of December. 'Cause the reality is, they don't give a fuck about Independence Day, I can say that by the experience. I don't care about it. Of course it's nice that Finland isn't part of Russia or something but still, nevermind. Here's nothing to be proud of. Sorry all you Finland -fans, I just got to say that.

I heard horrible news about.. two weeks ago. Slash wrote in Twitter that the film director Ken Russell had died. I didn't think that he would lie or anything but that wasn't written in any magazine. So today, when I read Helsingin Sanomat, there was told, that Ken Russel had died on 27th of November. Slash was right. I man, of course, he had heard to news so much before.. News seem to go slowly accross the Atlantic ocean. Anyway, R.I.P Ken Russell.

Yeah, it's snowing here. It snowed when I walked home from school, and snow flakes were huge. Seriously, about 5-7 cm, like little plates : 3
Cute, but they got my hair wet. It's curly now. Damn. Where's my flat iron?

I'm a snow dictator and this is my army >: )

By the way, sign this please: http://www.wwf.se/merfisk

To save the fish of Baltic Sea and stop overfishing from there. Thnx (:

This became quite short post, 'cause I really don't have time to write any longer. I'll try to get more freetime to write here more, I promise. At last at X -mas, I'll write more. But for now, bye. <3